exhuastion.

I'm exhuasted, drained, sick and tired....

I'm breaking apart..... i'm tired.... tired.. fucking tired... so fucking had it with trying..
who appreciates the littlest thing you've done. who fucking pays attention.. who ever cares? who's ever so complacent.. why want so much more, nevers are never enough.. i can't feign it anymore. i'm tired... you read me??? i wished i could disappear for a long while....

why fucking trip me when i'm picking up the pieces.. you know what. fuck everything...

JUST FUCK EVERYTHING.